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2011/9/6

清晨起床去洗手间。
回来时把手机开机，看了时间。
5:44分


厚重的窗帘把外面的世界隔离开来。这样便能沉浸在独处的世界里。看不清外面是什么晨光。

拉开窗帘的一角，透过八楼的窗户可以看见外面已然是一个全新的流动世界。
九月的朝阳是这样美。时而流动时而静止的橘红流霞已染红天空的唇边，在层层高楼的遮掩下，远方绚烂的色彩使人愈加心情愉悦。珍贵如同心爱之人的一滴血。
桌上的百合，散发出沁人心脾的香味，在深邃如蓝色丝绒的天空下，她像是一位神色暧昧的女子，将束缚了一夜的身体伸展开来，其洁白妖娆令人为之惊艳。

此刻神经已醒了大半。


走到桌边移过电脑。
最近一直在听1978年Barry Manilow的《Can't Smile Without You》。
这首以Shuffle节奏为基础的Jazz可谓风靡一时，后来更是作为电影《地狱男爵2》的片尾曲。
它虽没有Louis Armstrong（爵士音乐的灵魂人物，其中最广为人知的当属1968年出的爵士单曲What a Wonderful World后作为汤唯主演电影《北京遇上西雅图的》片尾曲）有知名度也不是Paul Whiteman爵士之王的歌曲。但是其热烈、富有激情的歌唱足以打动无数颗憧憬爱情的青年。
尤其在这样一个灵魂刚刚醒来的早晨，它是会让你流下泪来的一首歌。


You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
you came along just like a song
and brighten my day
who would of believed that you where part of a dream
now it all seems light years away
and now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
and you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
you see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
if you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you


这样一种男人的声音。如棉被的厚重感给人可信赖的亲切。又有温柔时令人沉醉的脆弱。
看着窗外的朝阳，微风悄悄吹动着白丝的帘子，朝阳的脸庞在薄雾轻绕的楼宇间显得若即若离。眼前的一切仿似夜晚，天空闪烁几颗孤星，月光暗淡，在天空的夜幕里瞧不见影踪。除了长长的安静的长巷，一切都像处在落幕之中的世界。

听着。
听着。
被清晨之风吹醒的世界，花朵般摇摆着去做它的美梦了。